beholding own self...

                                                                                                                                                                Forget the mountains so far..
just forget white snowy view
search the nature far away
only if u dont see its essence in you

behold yourself once..once go deep inside
see the lakes inside ,
the terai and the hills...
do u still wonder ..
about how the nature feels??

peaks so far are dead themselves..
dont you think ours're alive??
those erruptive throw lavas out..
mountains in us give the life..

stones collide and never reform
rocks collapse and destroy entire.
nature's productive just inside us oh!
collides and enters and there's a new life. :)

its nature oh its nature..
there's nothing we can deny,
there are long trees, and caves in between-
longest legs and bosoms so high.
seeds wander freely, flowers bloom so wide..
fruits follow quietly,and there's a new one alive..
its mother oh its mother..
deeper than the ocean..
wider than the sky..
its nature oh its nature..
there's nothing we can deny.
                                         
22nd april-^-2012,sunday :)

Non-living nature

go deep inside the flock so dense,

where the branches are overlapped against,
where leaves are locked with their lips so tight..
fibers and cells all kissing the light..
watching all these and still so calm,
there you try giving some sense-
why is the tree still helpless?
when even its roots are holding the soil,
its alone there with no spell!
see its patience ,defending holy arousal
wouldn't it be hard for us to even try that at all?
But if you can see that we are the same,
we see the rivers ending inside the lake,
making love, playing some games,
and further welcoming a new presence..
if you really feel each beat,
can listen it go fast and repeat,
just be able to feel all these quietly
then you'll see,nature is there.

april-22nd,2012,sunday! :)










                                                                               

nut cracker ;)

Santa: Go and water the plants.
Servant: it's already raining.
Santa: So what? Take an umbrella and go.

the lost love

back from the school,i threw my bag down,
still your hands gave it,the place of its own..
you wiped its dirt off, you kept it right,
still i yelled at you,for the reasons unknown...

tore away my shirt,for a button broke out,
you attached a new one,itself from your only gown..
unseeing your poor muscle-peeping out the hole,
i quarreled for i,didn't get a new one.

you prepared me each meal,all reciped with love..
but i quarreled everyday,for something was too hot..
you cooled it silently,again filled my plate..
i escaped my whole meal now,for you were too late..

you waited the lunch,waited till the midnight,
worried and afraid ,almost-with no appetite..
you listened something and rushed to the door,
where i stood all drunk,with my eyes so blur..                                      

still you dragged me up,pleading me to sleep..
i pushed you instead,down the stairs,so steep..
then i got your next glimpse,tied between the wheelchair..
i blamed you for being,lame even there...

                 the days following then,
my bag never stood up the ground,
my shirt got torn again,this time with pieces around...

still i felt free,partied all night,with music so loud,
who cared if you could not sleep,for a second above...

after ages i was told - you could not speak,
you were struggling hard for a single breathe..
after ages i went up to see your face,
smelt so stinky oh love, i could not resist..
i just felt happy,for you were not dead..


but,
the day came and i was almost too late,
you were being carried out of the gate..
i felt for the first time,i was losing my world,
when i was still trembling for something i ate..

i cried,i ran towards,but how could i meet those eyes??
there was still the same love,sadly pronouncing goodbyes...
i hold your hands and it felt like,i'd never let you go,
i wanted to hug you tightest,like i did ages ago..

but,
for all you were waiting was my little touch oh love..
how would you let go of the chance just so??
smiled and kissed me,even with your last breathe,
and you left me back,crying alone...














i remember you now,
i remember  your love,
i remember that utterly divine...
now i want to love you more... 
but nowhere's is the second time..

today i have everything,every happy days to live..
but,
nowhere is the compensation of the love,i missed to give.....

           -- hey there!don't take so long to love back. Otherwise U'll miss so many reasons to smile afterwards.


                                                                   21st march 2012,Thursday