wishing for a rebirth!!

                                                     

i wish ..i was invisible...nobody could see me...
even not my shadow..and i wish..
i could be able to see everything..
so silenty,deadly...

i just wish,i wish myself-flying,surfing,living...
i wish ..i wasnot dead..

instead was alive..like the trees around me...
like the holy birds above ...
like the insects crawling down...
like the purest hearts in love...

i wish,i could tear my grave.....
i could let me free about...
raising my hands up for the help...
i wish i could cry aloud....

i am not afraid of death...oh not at all..
but i dont want to lose my world...
i wish i could come out of the grave....
and show to world,that i am still here!!

sincerely,not afraid of death..
it comes,takes off,its always the same....
its just i want to be silent more and more....
more and more, i want to feel every beats of heart,
listen every ticks of silence....
i want to feel the magic here....

i wish...i could feel the grasses...
could still fly with my dreams..
i wish...i could live again..
in this world again so green ....

i wish..i could, just could be alive...
giggling and laughing....see..oh breathing and living..
i wish ... i wasnot dead..

                                                                                              -2068-2-12-thursday-7:30 pm
                                                                                              -26th may,2011